5 years old: During a nap at school, I wet the bed, suddenly woke up, then secretly got up and pushed the sleeping girl next to me to my bed, and lay down next to her to have a good dream
6 years old: One day, the girl ran and fell. I exerted great effort to carry her home. The girl's mother asked: Who pushed you down? The girl thought for a long time, pointed at me with her hand and then cried (until now, every time I visit the girl's parents, they still blame me for this matter)
7 years old: I had been playing chess for half a year. One day, in a picture-based literacy activity, I saw a cow drawn in the picture and then wrote a "horse" character. The girl saw a sheep drawn in the picture and picked up the pen to write a "cow" character. I asked her why, and the girl raised her head and said: The character "cow" is simple, easy to write!
8 years old: The teacher made me the monitor, and the girl was envious and must also be an official, so the teacher made her a team leader. I secretly was very happy. Who knew that from then on, I had to walk an extra 10 minutes every day after school to send the girl home, and then walk back alone while shouting "one, two, one, two". Up to today, whenever I part with the girl, I have to mutter "one, two, one, two" to have the courage to leave.
9 years old: One day I drew a portrait of the girl, and the girl wanted me to give it to her. I refused firmly. As a result, the girl tried both soft and hard ways, chasing me to grab it. Helplessly, I ran into the toilet. The girl angrily said: Have the guts to never come out. I was so happy that I forgot, and then I turned my head and saw our female teacher staring at me with a killing look. (It was a female teacher)
10 years old: The girl liked bubble gum. I saved my breakfast money to buy two for the girl and secretly hid them in the girl's schoolbag. As a result, that day the teacher checked the schoolbag and lectured the girl for a long time. Finally, she was also slandered by a classmate as a lazy and greedy girl. After school, the girl cried in the corner. I tried to persuade her but she wouldn't listen. Finally, the girl said a word that倾倒 me for a lifetime: Give me your two cents (my breakfast money was 1 yuan and 2 jiao, bubble gum was 5 jiao each. The girl's daily pocket money was 3 jiao)
11 years old: The girl got a bicycle but couldn't ride it. Every day she asked me to demonstrate for her. As a result, after a week, my whole body was falling apart. Finally, the girl concluded that she would sit on the bicycle for a lifetime and never ride it herself.
12 years old: The girl just started learning English and came to my house to show off. The girl pointed at a book and said, "this is a book, that is a －－－－". Then the girl started searching the whole house for something called a pen, and it took her a whole half hour. Finally, she sat on the ground and cried, while crying she picked up the pencil and pencil box by her feet, "this is a pencil, that is a pencilbox (I still have the habit of always carrying a pen, every time the girl hugs me, she whispers in my ear: that is a pen)
13 years old: The girl suddenly liked triad members, that is, hooligans. Every day she incited me to fight with this and that. So I fought from the class to the grade, then to the school, then to the society. When the bosses of vocational high schools and technical secondary schools regarded me as a brother, the girl stood on the balcony of my house and said to me: If you fight again, I will jump off from here. (I have three scars on my body, one from childhood, and the other two from being beaten up by people seeking revenge at that time and not daring to fight back)
14 years old: The girl said she was going to study at a secondary technical school, and I said I would go too. The girl shook her head and said she was going to take the college entrance examination. So I told the girl that we would study in high school together and take the college entrance examination together. The girl stared and said: What are you to me? Why should I listen to you? (From then on, I never dared to give any suggestions to the girl again)
15 years old: On the first day of school, I suddenly saw the girl hopping over to me and smilingly said to me: We will take the college entrance examination together. She was very beautiful at that time, as if she was glowing all over. I felt very happy. Just at that time.
16 years old: The girl said she was going to study painting, and I said okay. So I went to buy a drawing board, brushes, and watercolors for the girl. I picked her up from school every day. One day, the girl called me to the rooftop of the studio, looked at me affectionately and said that she had no inspiration, she had no urge to paint, and then turned her head to look outside the rooftop. I was so impulsive that I jumped off the rooftop in one go. Later, the girl told me that she just wanted to know what kissing was like.
17 years old: The girl said she didn't want to study painting anymore, and I said okay. The girl said she was going to study dancing, and I said okay. So I inquired everywhere for the best dance teacher, and still picked her up from school every day. A week later, the girl said she didn't want to study dancing anymore, and I said okay. The girl said she was going to study singing, and I said okay. I didn't ask why, because I understood the girl. From the picture-based literacy day, I knew that since she was going to study dancing and also singing, why not just study singing directly?
18 years old: The girl failed the college entrance examination, and I came to Zhejiang University. I called the girl every day, but the girl didn't answer each time. Finally, during the holiday, as soon as I returned home, I went to find the girl. The girl took my hand and said to me: You must have found a girlfriend. I said: No. The girl said: Yes, definitely, you must have found one. I said: Really not, I really didn't find one. The girl cried, while crying she hugged me, and the girl said: that is a pen
19 years old: The girl said she would wait for me for three years, and I didn't understand what waiting for me for three years meant. But I knew that if the girl said she would wait, she would definitely wait. I still called the girl every day, and I told her about school things, things around me, and things about her, but I just didn't dare to say that I liked the girl. Because the girl said she would wait for me for three years, and during these three years, I couldn't say these things to the girl. One day, the girl called me and told me that she had a boyfriend and said she wouldn't wait for me anymore. I didn't believe it, and I told the girl: I won't study anymore, I'll drop out, I want to marry you. The girl didn't speak, she just gently hung up the phone. I kept calling the girl, but the girl wouldn't answer. During the holiday, I returned home. I didn't go to find the girl, I lay on the bed looking at the ceiling. This went on for many days, I just lay there looking at the ceiling. The girl came to see me, she sat by my bed. She sat for a long time, but she didn't speak. I lay there, I didn't look at the girl, I knew I couldn't look at her. If I looked at her, I would cry uncontrollably. I didn't speak, I lay there looking at the ceiling. The girl stood up, she walked to the door but suddenly turned her head and said to me: Let's have a child! I told the girl: I want to marry you, and after marrying you, we'll have another child. The girl shook her head, the girl didn't say anything, the girl just left like that. I never saw the girl again during that holiday
20 years old: One day, the girl suddenly called me. She was crying there, not willing to say anything. I didn't comfort the girl, I knew that after the girl cried, she would tell me. The girl said that man beat her, said that man would beat her at every turn. I didn't say a word, just hung up the phone, then directly went to the train station to buy a ticket to the girl's school. When I saw the girl, it was just at dusk. The girl was very haggard, the girl's haggardness made my heart ache. I hugged the girl hard, I didn't know what to say to comfort the girl. I saw a man running towards us angrily. I didn't know who he was, and I didn't bother to know who he was. I just knew that I knocked him down and beat him up. I forgot the girl's words that she didn't want me to fight again, I just needed to vent my anger. The girl sent me back to the hotel, I hugged the girl and said: Let's have a child. The girl didn't answer me, the girl pushed my hand away and went to the school alone. The girl mumbled: It's too late－－－－－I don't know if I heard it, maybe that was just my own voice in my heart
21 years old: The girl called me to go to her. When I saw the girl, I found out that the girl was pregnant and was going to have an abortion because she was pregnant with someone else's child. I accompanied the girl, I accompanied her to the hospital. A large group of doctors and nurses surrounded me to educate me, and finally didn't forget to tell me to stew a chicken for the girl to make up her body
22 years old: I'm waiting now, waiting for the girl to suddenly call me one day and tell me that she wants to go home
6 years old: One day, the girl ran and fell. I exerted great effort to carry her home. The girl's mother asked: Who pushed you down? The girl thought for a long time, pointed at me with her hand and then cried (until now, every time I visit the girl's parents, they still blame me for this matter)
7 years old: I had been playing chess for half a year. One day, in a picture-based literacy activity, I saw a cow drawn in the picture and then wrote a "horse" character. The girl saw a sheep drawn in the picture and picked up the pen to write a "cow" character. I asked her why, and the girl raised her head and said: The character "cow" is simple, easy to write!
8 years old: The teacher made me the monitor, and the girl was envious and must also be an official, so the teacher made her a team leader. I secretly was very happy. Who knew that from then on, I had to walk an extra 10 minutes every day after school to send the girl home, and then walk back alone while shouting "one, two, one, two". Up to today, whenever I part with the girl, I have to mutter "one, two, one, two" to have the courage to leave.
9 years old: One day I drew a portrait of the girl, and the girl wanted me to give it to her. I refused firmly. As a result, the girl tried both soft and hard ways, chasing me to grab it. Helplessly, I ran into the toilet. The girl angrily said: Have the guts to never come out. I was so happy that I forgot, and then I turned my head and saw our female teacher staring at me with a killing look. (It was a female teacher)
10 years old: The girl liked bubble gum. I saved my breakfast money to buy two for the girl and secretly hid them in the girl's schoolbag. As a result, that day the teacher checked the schoolbag and lectured the girl for a long time. Finally, she was also slandered by a classmate as a lazy and greedy girl. After school, the girl cried in the corner. I tried to persuade her but she wouldn't listen. Finally, the girl said a word that倾倒 me for a lifetime: Give me your two cents (my breakfast money was 1 yuan and 2 jiao, bubble gum was 5 jiao each. The girl's daily pocket money was 3 jiao)
11 years old: The girl got a bicycle but couldn't ride it. Every day she asked me to demonstrate for her. As a result, after a week, my whole body was falling apart. Finally, the girl concluded that she would sit on the bicycle for a lifetime and never ride it herself.
12 years old: The girl just started learning English and came to my house to show off. The girl pointed at a book and said, "this is a book, that is a －－－－". Then the girl started searching the whole house for something called a pen, and it took her a whole half hour. Finally, she sat on the ground and cried, while crying she picked up the pencil and pencil box by her feet, "this is a pencil, that is a pencilbox (I still have the habit of always carrying a pen, every time the girl hugs me, she whispers in my ear: that is a pen)
13 years old: The girl suddenly liked triad members, that is, hooligans. Every day she incited me to fight with this and that. So I fought from the class to the grade, then to the school, then to the society. When the bosses of vocational high schools and technical secondary schools regarded me as a brother, the girl stood on the balcony of my house and said to me: If you fight again, I will jump off from here. (I have three scars on my body, one from childhood, and the other two from being beaten up by people seeking revenge at that time and not daring to fight back)
14 years old: The girl said she was going to study at a secondary technical school, and I said I would go too. The girl shook her head and said she was going to take the college entrance examination. So I told the girl that we would study in high school together and take the college entrance examination together. The girl stared and said: What are you to me? Why should I listen to you? (From then on, I never dared to give any suggestions to the girl again)
15 years old: On the first day of school, I suddenly saw the girl hopping over to me and smilingly said to me: We will take the college entrance examination together. She was very beautiful at that time, as if she was glowing all over. I felt very happy. Just at that time.
16 years old: The girl said she was going to study painting, and I said okay. So I went to buy a drawing board, brushes, and watercolors for the girl. I picked her up from school every day. One day, the girl called me to the rooftop of the studio, looked at me affectionately and said that she had no inspiration, she had no urge to paint, and then turned her head to look outside the rooftop. I was so impulsive that I jumped off the rooftop in one go. Later, the girl told me that she just wanted to know what kissing was like.
17 years old: The girl said she didn't want to study painting anymore, and I said okay. The girl said she was going to study dancing, and I said okay. So I inquired everywhere for the best dance teacher, and still picked her up from school every day. A week later, the girl said she didn't want to study dancing anymore, and I said okay. The girl said she was going to study singing, and I said okay. I didn't ask why, because I understood the girl. From the picture-based literacy day, I knew that since she was going to study dancing and also singing, why not just study singing directly?
18 years old: The girl failed the college entrance examination, and I came to Zhejiang University. I called the girl every day, but the girl didn't answer each time. Finally, during the holiday, as soon as I returned home, I went to find the girl. The girl took my hand and said to me: You must have found a girlfriend. I said: No. The girl said: Yes, definitely, you must have found one. I said: Really not, I really didn't find one. The girl cried, while crying she hugged me, and the girl said: that is a pen
19 years old: The girl said she would wait for me for three years, and I didn't understand what waiting for me for three years meant. But I knew that if the girl said she would wait, she would definitely wait. I still called the girl every day, and I told her about school things, things around me, and things about her, but I just didn't dare to say that I liked the girl. Because the girl said she would wait for me for three years, and during these three years, I couldn't say these things to the girl. One day, the girl called me and told me that she had a boyfriend and said she wouldn't wait for me anymore. I didn't believe it, and I told the girl: I won't study anymore, I'll drop out, I want to marry you. The girl didn't speak, she just gently hung up the phone. I kept calling the girl, but the girl wouldn't answer. During the holiday, I returned home. I didn't go to find the girl, I lay on the bed looking at the ceiling. This went on for many days, I just lay there looking at the ceiling. The girl came to see me, she sat by my bed. She sat for a long time, but she didn't speak. I lay there, I didn't look at the girl, I knew I couldn't look at her. If I looked at her, I would cry uncontrollably. I didn't speak, I lay there looking at the ceiling. The girl stood up, she walked to the door but suddenly turned her head and said to me: Let's have a child! I told the girl: I want to marry you, and after marrying you, we'll have another child. The girl shook her head, the girl didn't say anything, the girl just left like that. I never saw the girl again during that holiday
20 years old: One day, the girl suddenly called me. She was crying there, not willing to say anything. I didn't comfort the girl, I knew that after the girl cried, she would tell me. The girl said that man beat her, said that man would beat her at every turn. I didn't say a word, just hung up the phone, then directly went to the train station to buy a ticket to the girl's school. When I saw the girl, it was just at dusk. The girl was very haggard, the girl's haggardness made my heart ache. I hugged the girl hard, I didn't know what to say to comfort the girl. I saw a man running towards us angrily. I didn't know who he was, and I didn't bother to know who he was. I just knew that I knocked him down and beat him up. I forgot the girl's words that she didn't want me to fight again, I just needed to vent my anger. The girl sent me back to the hotel, I hugged the girl and said: Let's have a child. The girl didn't answer me, the girl pushed my hand away and went to the school alone. The girl mumbled: It's too late－－－－－I don't know if I heard it, maybe that was just my own voice in my heart
21 years old: The girl called me to go to her. When I saw the girl, I found out that the girl was pregnant and was going to have an abortion because she was pregnant with someone else's child. I accompanied the girl, I accompanied her to the hospital. A large group of doctors and nurses surrounded me to educate me, and finally didn't forget to tell me to stew a chicken for the girl to make up her body
22 years old: I'm waiting now, waiting for the girl to suddenly call me one day and tell me that she wants to go home
