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Let's start from the past! Because I see that all stories start from the past, so I won't avoid being conventional and start too!

That year I had just become a junior high school student, stepping into this strange world with excitement and curiosity, and for the first time understood what it was like for big brothers and sisters to be arrogant.

Today was the first day of registration. In the afternoon, I obediently came to clean according to the teacher's instructions. Before the teacher arrived, I went outside to get familiar with the new environment. After a while, I estimated that the teacher was coming soon, so I walked into the classroom dejectedly. As soon as I entered the door, I saw him: tall in stature, with strong hands holding my bicycle and using it as a gun. My tightly clenched heart was immediately captured by him!

But I was an ordinary girl who couldn't attract his attention, so the three years of junior high school passed in a shy secret love! I just felt that it was good to see him, and as long as he was happy, I would really bless him. I would feel heartbroken and miss him when I left him, and I would be happy for a long time unconsciously when I met him. At least it could last half a year. I was very sad that he never noticed me. Until...

I went to college, and he had already started working; I found out his workplace from my classmates' mouths, and then stood stupidly by the roadside waiting. One day I finally waited for him to come out! We greeted each other and then walked away. I walked in the opposite direction until I ran into him driving his girlfriend home again. My heart thumped! It broke! Because of his girlfriend? I don't know? After so many years, I saw many of his girlfriends, and I never got angry, but this time I was really sad and heartbroken. I felt that probably I was really stupid. But I still wouldn't give up. I felt that I shouldn't let my love never see the light like this. From then on, I started to find opportunities to get along with him. But after all, we didn't have much time to fall in love. After all, he still had a long-time girlfriend. I once found an excuse to go out with him, and he took me back to his home where we could surf the Internet. When I entered his room, my heart was beating very fast. He went to get me a Coke, and then sat on the stool to start surfing the Internet. Looking at his back, I had an urge to hug him uncontrollably. I wanted to gently touch his hair! Slowly tell him all the secrets buried in my heart for a long time! But I restrained and restrained! I couldn't destroy the friendship we had just maintained. I could still see him like this, at least know his current situation. On the contrary, if he refused, what should I do!?

When you meet the person you love deeply, will you want to hug him?

It depends on the mood.......... It depends on how the relationship develops

Agree,
I remember once when I was in a good mood and was quite close to her (first love), but I didn't hug her,
because...
I was timid...

I just want to hug her, but I'm not allowed to