Ever since I registered on 2003-7-23, I’m ashamed to say that I’ve never really made any contribution to China DOS Union. This time, asking to resign is not some sudden impulse on a whim, but a decision I made after thinking about it for a long time.
CDU is a forum with a very high technical level. Here I learned a lot, and also made many friends. Wengier, DD, Roy, IceBoy, Rushi, Green Pomelo, Shen Jie, Electric Guitar Invasion, Dongfang Lan… every one of them is so friendly and willing to help. All of it has made me feel so happy and encouraged. And yet, I’m unable to offer any help to China DOS Union.
Lately, my time has been getting more and more tight, and this long-standing sense of accomplishing nothing has been weighing on my mind to the point that even breathing feels a little difficult. The biggest blow I’ve suffered is a breakup. Maybe I’m not someone especially devoted, but to cut off four years of feelings just like that, and forget four years of happiness and sadness just like that—I think I still can’t bear that reality for the time being.
China DOS Union is indeed a relatively outstanding DOS forum in China, but if things keep developing as they are now, it will very likely become a second DOS Home, or even worse. Everyone knows the reason very well. The sad part is that we know the reason yet don’t correct it, we see the problem yet don’t solve it, and just let time pass, wasting some very good opportunities. For example, the book project I heard about when I first came to China DOS Union… I once tried to make some effort together with everyone, but after all my technical ability is too weak. Even writing the simplest DOS command reference, I made errors and omissions everywhere. And with the start of school and a whole series of other unfavorable factors, some plans that had originally been arranged kept getting shelved again and again because of manpower and time, and what was left in the end was only a joke.
When I occasionally have time to come to the forum and see some posts asking for my help, but I’m powerless to do anything, my face practically turns red down to my neck. What is a moderator? What should a moderator do? I think the only thing I can do is give up, set aside this position that I’m not competent for, and do some things within my ability. At least let my future no longer regret mediocrity, at least let me still have memories later on.
When I have time I’ll still try to come by the forum and take a look. I still want to learn more myself. Compared with other places, some of the content here is much more practical. I’ll also continue to care about and support CDU as before, but I really have no way to continue serving as a moderator anymore. So please, don’t try to persuade me to stay.
CDU is a forum with a very high technical level. Here I learned a lot, and also made many friends. Wengier, DD, Roy, IceBoy, Rushi, Green Pomelo, Shen Jie, Electric Guitar Invasion, Dongfang Lan… every one of them is so friendly and willing to help. All of it has made me feel so happy and encouraged. And yet, I’m unable to offer any help to China DOS Union.
Lately, my time has been getting more and more tight, and this long-standing sense of accomplishing nothing has been weighing on my mind to the point that even breathing feels a little difficult. The biggest blow I’ve suffered is a breakup. Maybe I’m not someone especially devoted, but to cut off four years of feelings just like that, and forget four years of happiness and sadness just like that—I think I still can’t bear that reality for the time being.
China DOS Union is indeed a relatively outstanding DOS forum in China, but if things keep developing as they are now, it will very likely become a second DOS Home, or even worse. Everyone knows the reason very well. The sad part is that we know the reason yet don’t correct it, we see the problem yet don’t solve it, and just let time pass, wasting some very good opportunities. For example, the book project I heard about when I first came to China DOS Union… I once tried to make some effort together with everyone, but after all my technical ability is too weak. Even writing the simplest DOS command reference, I made errors and omissions everywhere. And with the start of school and a whole series of other unfavorable factors, some plans that had originally been arranged kept getting shelved again and again because of manpower and time, and what was left in the end was only a joke.
When I occasionally have time to come to the forum and see some posts asking for my help, but I’m powerless to do anything, my face practically turns red down to my neck. What is a moderator? What should a moderator do? I think the only thing I can do is give up, set aside this position that I’m not competent for, and do some things within my ability. At least let my future no longer regret mediocrity, at least let me still have memories later on.
When I have time I’ll still try to come by the forum and take a look. I still want to learn more myself. Compared with other places, some of the content here is much more practical. I’ll also continue to care about and support CDU as before, but I really have no way to continue serving as a moderator anymore. So please, don’t try to persuade me to stay.
艰难奋长戟，万古用一夫
中国DOS联盟 http://www.cn-dos.net 欢迎大家来共同学习
我的MSN&E-Mail cn_archer@hotmail.com QQ 56049418
中国DOS联盟 http://www.cn-dos.net 欢迎大家来共同学习
我的MSN&E-Mail cn_archer@hotmail.com QQ 56049418
