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我和我MM（5到22岁版）
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5岁 于学校午睡，尿床，突然惊醒，遂偷偷爬起，将一旁睡的正香的mm推到我的铺位，在mm旁边安然躺下做了个好梦
6岁 一日mm跑着摔了一跤，我废了九牛二虎之力将mm背回家。mm的老妈问：谁把你推倒的？mm默默想了好久，用手一指我便大哭起来（到现在每次去见mm的父母都要被他们用这件事苛责我一顿）
7岁 我下象棋有了半年，一日看图识字，见一牛绘于图上，遂写上一马字。mm见一羊绘于图上，提笔就写了个牛字，我问其故，mm头一抬说道：牛字简单，好写呗！
8岁 老师让我当班长，mm眼红一定也要做个官，于是老师让她当了个路队长。我暗中乐坏了。谁知道，至此以后，每次放学都要多走10分钟送mm回家，再一边喊着"一二、一二"自己一个人往回走。到今天，每当和mm分开，我都要默念"一二、一二"才有勇气离去。
9岁 一日我画了一张mm的画像，mm要我给她。我死活不答应。结果mm软的不行来硬的，追着我要抢。无奈之下奔入厕所。mm怒道：有本事永远别出来。我乐而忘性，一扭头看见我们语文老师用一种杀死你的眼光盯着我。（系一女老师）
10岁 mm好吃泡泡糖，我省下早饭钱给mm买了两个，偷偷藏在mm的书包里面。结果那天老师检查书包，数落了mm好长时间。最后还被班里的kl诬为好吃懒做的女孩。放学后，mm于墙角痛哭。我劝之不听。末了，mm说了一句让我倾倒一生的话：你那两毛钱给我（我早饭钱1块2，泡泡糖5毛一个。mm一天零花钱3毛）
11岁 mm有了自行车，却不会骑。每天都要我给她做示范。结果一个礼拜下来，全身都散了架。最终mm得出结论，要一辈子坐自行车，决不自己骑。
12岁 mm刚学英语，遂到我家向我炫耀。mm指着一本书说，this is abook，that is a －－－－。于是mm开始满屋子找一种叫做pen的东西，找了整整半个钟头。最后坐在地上大哭起来，一边哭一边拿起脚边的铅笔、铅笔盒，this is a pencil，that is a pencilbox（我现在还有时刻带着pen的习惯，每次mm抱着我，就在我耳边轻轻的说：that is a pen）
13岁 mm突然喜欢上了蛊惑仔，也就是流氓。每天都怂恿我和这个打架和那个打架。于是我从班里打到年纪，再打到学校，再打到社会，等到职高，技校的老大都把我当兄弟的时候，mm站在我家凉台上对我说：你要是再打架，我就从这跳下去。（我现在身上有三个疤痕，一个是小时候留下的，还有两个就是那时候被人寻仇暴打不敢还手留下的）
14岁 mm说要去读中专，我说我也去。mm摇头说我要考大学。于是我对mm说我们一起读高中，一起考大学。mm一瞪眼说道：你是我什么人？我为什么要听你的？（从那以后，我再也不敢对mm提任何建议）
15岁 刚开学那天，突然见mm一蹦一跳的跑到我面前，笑着对我说：我们一起考大学。那个时候的她很美丽，仿佛全身都发着光。我觉的自己 很幸福。就在那个时候。
16岁 mm对我说她要去学画画，我说好。于是我去给mm买画板，买画笔买水彩。每天都去接mm回家。有一天，mm把我叫到画室的天台，用深情的眼光看着我，对我说她没有灵感，她没有画画的冲动了,说完还扭头超天台的外面看过去。我当时一冲动，一鼓作气从天台跳了下去。后来mm对我说，说她当时只是想知道接吻的滋味。
17岁 mm说她不想学画画了，我说好mm说她要去学跳舞，我说好于是我到处打听哪儿有最好的舞蹈老师，接着还是每天都去接mm回家。一个礼拜以后mm说她不想学跳舞了，我说好mm说她要去学唱歌，我说好我没有问为什么，因为我了解mm，从看图识字那天起，我就知道既然跳舞也要学唱歌，那为什么不干脆学唱歌算了呢？
18岁 mm高考落榜了，我来到了浙大。我每天都给mm打电话，mm每次都不接。好不容易放假，我一回到家就去找mm。mm拉着我的手对我说：你一定找女朋友了我说：没有mm说：有，一定有，你一定找了我说：真的没有，我真的没有找 mm哭了，一边哭一边抱着我，mm说：that is a pen
19岁 mm说她等我三年，我不懂等我三年是什么意思。但我知道mm说等就一定会等我。我还是每天都给mm打电话，我跟她讲学校的事情讲身边的事情，讲她的事情，就是不敢说我喜欢mm。因为mm说了等我三年，在这三年里我不能对mm说这些有一天，mm打电话告诉我，说她有男朋友了，说她不等我了。我不相信，我对mm说：我不读了，我退学，我要和你结婚mm没有说话，mm只是轻轻的挂了电话。我不停的给mm打电话，mm说什么都不接。放假了，我回到家。我没有去找mm，我躺在床上看天花板。好多天都这样，我就躺着看天花板。mm来找我，mm坐在我的床边。mm坐了好久，但mm不说话。我躺着，我没有看mm，我知道我不能看她。我要是看她我会忍不住哭的。我没有说话，我躺着看天花板。mm站了起来，她走到门口却突然回过头对我说：我们生个孩子吧！我对mm说：我要娶你，娶了你以后，我们再生个孩子mm摇摇头，mm没有说什么，mm就那样走了我再也没见到mm，在那个假期里面
20岁 有一天，mm突然打电话给我。她在那边一个劲的哭，什么都不肯说我没有安慰mm，我知道mm哭过以后就会告诉我的mm说那个男的打她，说那个男的动不动就打她,我一句话都没说就搁下电话，接着直接去火车站买票去了mm的学校,我见到mm的时候正好是黄昏。mm很憔悴，mm憔悴的让我心痛我用力的抱着mm，我不知道该说些什么来安慰mm,我看到一个男的怒气冲冲的朝我们跑来我不知道他是谁，我也懒得去知道他是谁我只知道我把他打翻在地，我对他拳脚相加。我忘了mm说过不让我再打架的话，我只是需要把愤懑宣泄出来,mm送我回旅馆，我抱着mm说：我们生个孩子吧mm没有回答我，mm推开我的手，一个人朝学校去了,mm喃喃的说：晚了－－－－－我不知道我有没有听到，或许那只是我自己心中的声音
21岁 mm给我电话要我去找她,见到mm才知道mm怀孕了，mm怀上了别人的孩子要去流产,我陪着mm，我陪着她去医院,一大帮医生护士围着我对我进行教育，末了还没有忘记叮嘱我给mm炖一只鸡补补身子
22岁 我现在在等，等mm哪天突然给我打个电话，告诉我她想回家了.
5 years old: During a nap at school, I wet the bed, suddenly woke up, then secretly got up and pushed the sleeping girl next to me to my bed, and lay down next to her to have a good dream
6 years old: One day, the girl ran and fell. I exerted great effort to carry her home. The girl's mother asked: Who pushed you down? The girl thought for a long time, pointed at me with her hand and then cried (until now, every time I visit the girl's parents, they still blame me for this matter)
7 years old: I had been playing chess for half a year. One day, in a picture-based literacy activity, I saw a cow drawn in the picture and then wrote a "horse" character. The girl saw a sheep drawn in the picture and picked up the pen to write a "cow" character. I asked her why, and the girl raised her head and said: The character "cow" is simple, easy to write!
8 years old: The teacher made me the monitor, and the girl was envious and must also be an official, so the teacher made her a team leader. I secretly was very happy. Who knew that from then on, I had to walk an extra 10 minutes every day after school to send the girl home, and then walk back alone while shouting "one, two, one, two". Up to today, whenever I part with the girl, I have to mutter "one, two, one, two" to have the courage to leave.
9 years old: One day I drew a portrait of the girl, and the girl wanted me to give it to her. I refused firmly. As a result, the girl tried both soft and hard ways, chasing me to grab it. Helplessly, I ran into the toilet. The girl angrily said: Have the guts to never come out. I was so happy that I forgot, and then I turned my head and saw our female teacher staring at me with a killing look. (It was a female teacher)
10 years old: The girl liked bubble gum. I saved my breakfast money to buy two for the girl and secretly hid them in the girl's schoolbag. As a result, that day the teacher checked the schoolbag and lectured the girl for a long time. Finally, she was also slandered by a classmate as a lazy and greedy girl. After school, the girl cried in the corner. I tried to persuade her but she wouldn't listen. Finally, the girl said a word that倾倒 me for a lifetime: Give me your two cents (my breakfast money was 1 yuan and 2 jiao, bubble gum was 5 jiao each. The girl's daily pocket money was 3 jiao)
11 years old: The girl got a bicycle but couldn't ride it. Every day she asked me to demonstrate for her. As a result, after a week, my whole body was falling apart. Finally, the girl concluded that she would sit on the bicycle for a lifetime and never ride it herself.
12 years old: The girl just started learning English and came to my house to show off. The girl pointed at a book and said, "this is a book, that is a －－－－". Then the girl started searching the whole house for something called a pen, and it took her a whole half hour. Finally, she sat on the ground and cried, while crying she picked up the pencil and pencil box by her feet, "this is a pencil, that is a pencilbox (I still have the habit of always carrying a pen, every time the girl hugs me, she whispers in my ear: that is a pen)
13 years old: The girl suddenly liked triad members, that is, hooligans. Every day she incited me to fight with this and that. So I fought from the class to the grade, then to the school, then to the society. When the bosses of vocational high schools and technical secondary schools regarded me as a brother, the girl stood on the balcony of my house and said to me: If you fight again, I will jump off from here. (I have three scars on my body, one from childhood, and the other two from being beaten up by people seeking revenge at that time and not daring to fight back)
14 years old: The girl said she was going to study at a secondary technical school, and I said I would go too. The girl shook her head and said she was going to take the college entrance examination. So I told the girl that we would study in high school together and take the college entrance examination together. The girl stared and said: What are you to me? Why should I listen to you? (From then on, I never dared to give any suggestions to the girl again)
15 years old: On the first day of school, I suddenly saw the girl hopping over to me and smilingly said to me: We will take the college entrance examination together. She was very beautiful at that time, as if she was glowing all over. I felt very happy. Just at that time.
16 years old: The girl said she was going to study painting, and I said okay. So I went to buy a drawing board, brushes, and watercolors for the girl. I picked her up from school every day. One day, the girl called me to the rooftop of the studio, looked at me affectionately and said that she had no inspiration, she had no urge to paint, and then turned her head to look outside the rooftop. I was so impulsive that I jumped off the rooftop in one go. Later, the girl told me that she just wanted to know what kissing was like.
17 years old: The girl said she didn't want to study painting anymore, and I said okay. The girl said she was going to study dancing, and I said okay. So I inquired everywhere for the best dance teacher, and still picked her up from school every day. A week later, the girl said she didn't want to study dancing anymore, and I said okay. The girl said she was going to study singing, and I said okay. I didn't ask why, because I understood the girl. From the picture-based literacy day, I knew that since she was going to study dancing and also singing, why not just study singing directly?
18 years old: The girl failed the college entrance examination, and I came to Zhejiang University. I called the girl every day, but the girl didn't answer each time. Finally, during the holiday, as soon as I returned home, I went to find the girl. The girl took my hand and said to me: You must have found a girlfriend. I said: No. The girl said: Yes, definitely, you must have found one. I said: Really not, I really didn't find one. The girl cried, while crying she hugged me, and the girl said: that is a pen
19 years old: The girl said she would wait for me for three years, and I didn't understand what waiting for me for three years meant. But I knew that if the girl said she would wait, she would definitely wait. I still called the girl every day, and I told her about school things, things around me, and things about her, but I just didn't dare to say that I liked the girl. Because the girl said she would wait for me for three years, and during these three years, I couldn't say these things to the girl. One day, the girl called me and told me that she had a boyfriend and said she wouldn't wait for me anymore. I didn't believe it, and I told the girl: I won't study anymore, I'll drop out, I want to marry you. The girl didn't speak, she just gently hung up the phone. I kept calling the girl, but the girl wouldn't answer. During the holiday, I returned home. I didn't go to find the girl, I lay on the bed looking at the ceiling. This went on for many days, I just lay there looking at the ceiling. The girl came to see me, she sat by my bed. She sat for a long time, but she didn't speak. I lay there, I didn't look at the girl, I knew I couldn't look at her. If I looked at her, I would cry uncontrollably. I didn't speak, I lay there looking at the ceiling. The girl stood up, she walked to the door but suddenly turned her head and said to me: Let's have a child! I told the girl: I want to marry you, and after marrying you, we'll have another child. The girl shook her head, the girl didn't say anything, the girl just left like that. I never saw the girl again during that holiday
20 years old: One day, the girl suddenly called me. She was crying there, not willing to say anything. I didn't comfort the girl, I knew that after the girl cried, she would tell me. The girl said that man beat her, said that man would beat her at every turn. I didn't say a word, just hung up the phone, then directly went to the train station to buy a ticket to the girl's school. When I saw the girl, it was just at dusk. The girl was very haggard, the girl's haggardness made my heart ache. I hugged the girl hard, I didn't know what to say to comfort the girl. I saw a man running towards us angrily. I didn't know who he was, and I didn't bother to know who he was. I just knew that I knocked him down and beat him up. I forgot the girl's words that she didn't want me to fight again, I just needed to vent my anger. The girl sent me back to the hotel, I hugged the girl and said: Let's have a child. The girl didn't answer me, the girl pushed my hand away and went to the school alone. The girl mumbled: It's too late－－－－－I don't know if I heard it, maybe that was just my own voice in my heart
21 years old: The girl called me to go to her. When I saw the girl, I found out that the girl was pregnant and was going to have an abortion because she was pregnant with someone else's child. I accompanied the girl, I accompanied her to the hospital. A large group of doctors and nurses surrounded me to educate me, and finally didn't forget to tell me to stew a chicken for the girl to make up her body
22 years old: I'm waiting now, waiting for the girl to suddenly call me one day and tell me that she wants to go home
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